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that year I was eighteen years old, is a sophomore student.
my grades were not very good, but it is an expert in fighting. So also recognized several iron man, they call me boss, my toe. in their day to day The respectful, I really feel is a personal matter. And I was a wealthy boss, my mom died when I was little, my dad with another woman married to the United States, although he did not want to talk to me But I was his son in the end, he often send money back to me, let me spend money arbitrarily, that several conditions are not very good buddies at home, I asked them to eat well, they are more grateful to me. I such a legend, the school in the school, all know my name, even the teachers did not dare touch me, I open one eye and close.
but our team leader Li Zhenyun exception.
In fact, I and his the beginning of conflict is not so intense, I first entered the class when it comes to winter ridge of his liking, he looked good-looking, gentle and polite speech, will be flushed from time to time, but most of the time, he was silent, watching up a very shy one. u001B u0007
he did very well, although to speak much, but we all like him, so, High School started school, we elected class president, he became.
But I also finished his favor.
time I have been accustomed to man's toe, took it on board, but also used the fear of other people look at my eyes, I actually in retrospect, the main or But the scenery was really very.
Li Zhenyun chose not to buy it. He is responsible for management discipline, and often go to the full-time troublemaker molecules and ideological work, mainly Burongyia parents say, future and rely on their own grasp of the major principles, although he did not talk much, but which are convincing, some people really moved by his incredibly rapid progress after the results, then no trouble.
the photograph, but I just could not understand him earnestly death-like.
in fact, can not tell what mental, anyway, since his head when, I began to hate him. even seen used before, and now all become the reason for hate. For example, this guy is love clean, summer wear white shirts, and occasionally play basketball like a Nihou others are dirty, he is clean. my desk in a mess of random books, be prohibitively difficult to find books that many are the eyes when I listen to the teacher to-day stresses. and his desk is always clean and neat, short, he gives the impression that this man is His clothes are The more I hate him, the more attention to him all day long. He scores good, his eccentric teacher, girls seem to like this gentle guy, passing notes to him every few days, and some pretend to approach the problem head him, Well, Do not look the girls look very shy, they play what Guizhu Yi, simply can not escape my eyes. but he does not seem interested in, the United States have better or for worse Ye Hao, Ye Hao enthusiasm reserved Ye Hao, he would not pay any attention. bookworm Well, are like this. but everyone likes him, so I am very jealous, even though they are afraid of me, but not girls passing notes to me.
is the case if only , and also fills the day happens study hall, I ran a buddy sitting next to me and jokes, which he saw, he came to tell us not to speak, I have the impression that he and I spoke very little, I counted a total of five fourteen. did not think he was the say the word, or to teach me. called me how to endure.
I looked at him coldly and deliberately slow and not be out of a cigarette, a small man quickly my ignition.
I sprayed a mouthful of smoke at him, with a tone when a fight outside: I shoots them a look, and some timid quickly retracted his head.
He jerked me out of the smoke, the sound is not high but true: Qiao Chong 3 PURE?
This time is really annoying me, especially the brothers in front of more than lose face, I threw a pound the table, ready to open play, really ** bad luck, the language teacher came to him call away, she did not pay attention to what was happening.
I have to retaliate.
wait until after school, he was a man back home, little piece of passers-by, some of my brothers stopped him and said to ask him about something, finished without any explanation, dragged him to a place does not come, meal beaten. doing a great job, and even sides do not want me exposed, this is the boss of power. I am the excited Xiao-Yong Wang claimed to start with the most ruthless, asking him to talk about the scene, he put it enraptured, over added: , said to him, now you do not see anyone beaten, if you dare to tell, keep dumping you an arm a leg. , shaking his head: class, the teacher asked him how he's going concern, he said he tripped. estimated that he dared not tell even my parents. coward.
I thought he was afraid, this is really a good opportunity to establish the credibility of the whole Classes are aware, even the monitor are afraid of me.
but I think wrong, I am again in trouble when he actually came, seems to be want to be with me the fact that really dry ..
, and he never does one get angry tone of voice is always gentle, but also with a strange shyness, but I hate looking at. I ranged him speak, he said: do not eat. , I beat him last time is was a little scared. I want to leave room.
I told him not too apparent contradictions, but he is my enemy. I spend all day thinking about how severely the whole of his meal, just have not come up with a good way.
b) We have some of the brothers get together, eating and drinking, that is, Kan Maopian. honestly is not much chance of fighting. We look to rely on to see the film to Xiehuo. my family great, and I am the only one to live, happy to travel freely. u0015 u0007? TC eggs 1V
we have not really done it a few things, but to see this film more, specific language on what is called, ah, what skills are extremely familiar. sometimes that the film is too fire, Xiao-Yong Wang and even wait for them to go to the chicken, not only in the end, we feel that the fight is to show our strength, Chicken is a really dirty look, and a few buddies but not a good student teacher in the eye and mouth just hard to describe himself was gangster-like, in fact, really want to murder, arson, absolutely not do this. so every time look at this film to see the end, is masturbation a pass solution.
Xiao-Yong Wang mystery of the day came and handed me a film that will see it. I asked him what are the contents, he said he did not know, is the recommended hard boss. I was skeptical:
did not expect, a glance, we are staring a man stammered: I only heard vague when talking about homosexuality, I thought it was two men are not her daughter, and then live together as friends, but when you hear people say there is always the tone of disdain, I find it strange This is not quite pure do you want, and I secretly thought, that if it wants to do, how to do it? to find woman or themselves?
I blink watching TV, turned out to be like this! then secretly watching them, is also a good eyed staring ..
That afternoon, I'm one big long exposure.
strange to say, since I have a lot of interest in this film, They always want to buy a few. start their spirits also accompany me, not long before they lost interest, and in front of my face and not ruin my only grumble is to see men and women that in high spirits.
One day several of us together and see, I read with relish, they see to sleep. Xiao-Yong Wang looked at me, suddenly a low voice said: . voice, leans his mouth a few words my ears, I did not say anything, and my heart like the drums, like, deep down I actually had the feeling that he had been some desire to say. Xiao-Yong Wang look at my silence, gently said: Could it be fear of the boss? it does not do a good job. Report to the Public Security Bureau, what is harder to resolve. If a woman, perhaps there may Xunsimihuo with you forever, is a man, eat this loss, just beat him up about, how? ruthless in the whole of his meal, on the other hand, I did not do, and my heart especially want to try what that smell is, and now the opportunity at hand, as long as I nodded. my heart even more severe, involuntary asked: home watching TV, in fact, nothing to see inside, I heard several more knock, I am a bit nervous, to open the door to look, Xiao-Yong Wang walked proud look, I go behind him and saw a few of them are strapped loss of Li Zhenyun. He does not shave so neat clothes, hair a little bit messy and probably be a few of them out, but still very handsome, for the past, to see such a beautiful face, my only feeling is jealousy, even now somehow have a very strange feeling. I did not ask how they cheated him out, anyway, people who deal with this gentle, they are plenty of ways. Bo Relief № d u000E?
Xiao-Yong Wang pat his face: The offending our boss, thanks to his kind and just say to you to enjoy to enjoy, for me, wait for them to let you go to the Western Paradise! not quick thank you boss! intentions point boss! find it very exciting. I wondered, can not lose face in front of the brothers, to come up today, vicious, asked him to try some of my bad.
I deliberately leisurely walked over to him, touching his hair smooth, tablets and then to untie his first button, his expression of fear, the talk about buying a little bit relieved, he probably thought I will just take off and beat his coat. I sneer at the bottom of my heart, and if so, to you too cheap .
I untied his shirt, slowly touch his belt, he wanted to fight, but only a few of them caught the wearer. I deliberately done slowly, a sense of pleasure to me fat cakes, and suddenly understand why the cat caught the mouse, but also good to play a pass. I dragged out of his belt, he went solutions zipper on the trousers, a few of them hold on him, and have a very fun.
I finally stripped of all his clothes up and down his body, estimated that the boys got a little older, never in front of other people's faces so nothing to wear. Zhangde his face flushed, head did not dare lift. I have a buddy throw his clothes, Xiao-Yong Wang has long been prepared out of the camera, quick photo of a pass at him, he looked at him frightened. He has not quite sure we were gonna do. u000E Luan SG) 8 ;
next thing was really frightened him, and I washed them a swing: I say, they can only go out to the door, Xiao-Yong Wang Hui Touchong I am proud of raised his camera, and I told him put up Shudamuzhi. his idea, really quite extinct.
I threw hand hold Lizhen Yun, he just was a few of them pulled, and now his hand free, he was desperate resistance. But this article frail man, how weak the person is my opponent, looked down on the two that I do not. Soon I will press him on the bed, along with their clothes off. contact with his skin the moment, I have a kind of whole body quivering pleasure. u0007
I felt dizzy, the impulse has been thoroughly around me. I mimic the action of the film house he pinched Youmo, very nasty way, his skin smooth and white, and feel good hand.
he had a vague guess I want to do, mixed with anger shy , his face could not have been red, he wanted to kick me, but his resistance to me is just a kids game. my hands like pincers, he could do nothing I can not. Throw: Ci loyalty??
My breathing has become increasingly heavy, I want to vent to meet the substantive, and I no longer hesitated, suddenly look into his body, tell the truth, I feel the moment even in pain, his body trembling hand look fierce seize the sheets, as if trying to grasp it bad, I heard him groaning repression, which has deepened my desire to the contrary, I appreciate his body in extreme pleasure, and his disregard for the feelings and I'm did not ....< br> do not know how long I had no strength, I lay in bed, unable to speak, close your eyes and fall asleep.
when I opened my eyes a bit confused, Kanliao Yan wall clock, had only slept for an hour, the moment I am a bit confused, do not remember doing anything, but I immediately thought of it, I feel incredible, one turned around and saw him still lying next to me, know this is not a dream, his eyes are closed, but certainly not asleep, he kept the tears flowed from the eyes, a large pillow wet.
I was wondering how he did not secretly to get away, suddenly remembered that his clothes were taken away by them to his character, it will not wear my clothes away, and I think he hurt like that, mouth are all white, not go out.
I suddenly was fear, I do not know how to do, I even think, after this afternoon I have had with him a qualitative change, is it, this is what I tried to think of it as a game, or a prank, or a grudge between the boys, but my heart like a mess, I called out the cursed himself, vowed to his calm demeanor. I first got dressed then from the closet father sent me, new clothes, like, I like his height, he should be able to wear.
I carried my clothes and sitting bedside, said coldly: me, who I did not offend good end, I considered polite to you, and now we two be even. But I warn you, if you say these things out of it, or someone that you crazy, do not will believe you, or you, and your parents will be laughed at - do not forget those pictures. In short, you always suffer. The bit his lip, loose teeth marks left behind a row of deep, his eyes have tears streaming out.
I no longer speak, finally posturing a lot, I can not hard up, I I was actually very true, but not entirely afraid of him sue me.
I reluctantly picked up his upper body, intended to help him put on his clothes to see if he has white lips, body shivering, pain was not estimated. I suddenly a little guilt.
touch my hand in his body, he scared flick, opened his eyes, they stare at me in disgust and fear, but he did not push my hand strength. u0011 < br> I've got a nail, and I'm disappointed, to put clothes on him for a ride: . very strenuous his clothes draped over his body, then slowly set into a hand, I've never seen people wear clothes so slow, a little funny, but also a bit sorry for him, I looked at his buttoned midnight Shiver Suo Suo's So now, not fastened, and finally could not help laughing, and I reached out to his deduction, and this time he did not refuse, but my face did not look at me Niuguo the side. It is indeed designed to be quirky buttons I conspire get in front of him for several minutes, and we separated very close, his breath upon my face hot, his breathing is slightly shaking my hand, I am hard buttons do not then blame some of this before good.
finally dressed, he reluctantly supported stood up, I say you so, I opened the door to the basement to get a bike, ready to send him back, until I came back, he was gone, I believe He did not go far, but I am too embarrassed to look for him everywhere. I sat motionless on the sofa off, my mind went blank.
I took a few days off, trying to make themselves feel a fever, or is the aches and pains, in fact, plainly, I was afraid to see Li Zhenyun. I said Xiao-Yong Wang a few of them do not come to me, I really want to hide a vacuum world.
so I finally summon the courage to class, only to find when I entered the classroom, legs felt weak, I swore at her twice. Xiao-Yong Wang has not come late again.
I sit in his seat, looked for a moment pretend the book, and then secretly in the past to look back - look, or two .-- he is really gone.'d see Xiao-Yong Wang came from the back door slip.
coming to class, I rushed Xiao-Yong Wang Shigeyanse, he walked over, according to lost its excitement low voice said: retreat a few days, do not know now? that guy I do not know how to tell my parents there Liulao Tai said, anyway, for the next class, I heard that the school had wanted to transfer, but did not become. Liulao Tai gas to death, how to say is she a good Miao Miao ah. Hey. : want to see what flies Huanghuanghuhu all day, no matter what people told me I sounded vague accosting, like coming from another world.
I did not ignore them and play a few with me requirements, a person riding to drive home, I Juji too fast, I feel uncomfortable, do not know why the uncomfortable.
home, I ate something at random, one muffled in bed, too for a Youpaqilai, carefully took out the envelope, with my eyes closed to the inside of the photo is taken out, and then opened his eyes, forced himself to look at, it is a beautiful body of a young boy, and that was my savage possession over the body. This body belongs to me first.
I do not dare to look at and put in the drawer. but I found this house is full of his breath, I lay in bed, like I told him the hot passion of those scenes, although only my personal passion, I still feel the heartbeat endless. I put my head in the pillow, to cool off the hot cheek, but remember something like that with his tears of humiliation . I'm upset, open the closet to get clothes to go take a bath, they immediately think of the day to help him dress, he left the way to hide the right flash. I do not understand this is how I am.
I think more and more sleep well, from the beginning until Sunday night that is true. often sleep for an hour, wake up ten minutes of sleep and then stumbled over to sleep so suddenly wake up suddenly get through a night, do not know what they thought, and sometimes cursed himself, caught in endless regret, and sometimes I kept thinking, there is the hidden undercurrent sweet.
has survived a night.
day I am a bit confused to go to class, just sit down and found a bag on the table, I have not opened, next to a student early in the morning to tell me to put my desk Li Zhenyun. My heart rate, open the bag, which turned out to be He was wearing the outfit to go, I rolled over, had found a piece of paper, with only a few words: tell him I'm sorry, I want clothes to him, tell him he look good, I want to say do not bother to wash, but I did not do anything, but the paper folded away, saw it in the sitting .
Xiao-Yong Wang and getting in the way: these two days, is not there something in your mind? more than, say, we fell on his hands that photo, not a afraid of him? Round eyes: I patted his shoulder: you? are engaging themselves in their own with thieves, like the side to find that. Fortunately, all in, I carefully picked up, and then go home with soap bubble, and then wash their hands carefully, in fact, my clothes are made washing machine, but I think hand washing his clothes are hard to explain the joy of unknown channel. and I think also his clothes can go to see him.
I basically had no hand wash clothes, 折腾了半天. I secretly hate Xiao Li, I think he was throwing clothes on the red which I have wanted to hit him up. but Xiao Li Li Zhenyun but now with a class. I happen to think makes me a happy note.
next day, I had strong courage and went next door to the classroom, I told Shaw that he is looking for power, nothing guilty conscience.
I can not look around, a saw Xiao Li went over to look steadily. I left him sitting in his near an empty seat, the sound is not to say: , did not pay attention to us, we Renzhao Xiao low voice said: surprise: , or to read books and do not move a half a day. People said he was in evil. One time I saw him lying on the sleeve head, did not lift a half-day, first thought he was sleeping, then a look, a large wet sleeves, the crying guy. This is tantamount to the results, so I was particularly careful observation, hey. expressions become very strange, he kept the wink at me, I look back, head suddenly buzzing, Li Zhenyun was standing behind me, his face was pale, his lips did not color, like a puppet standing in the same there, since that day this is the first time I saw him, I guess he like me are extraordinary shock, are somewhat at a loss. I looked at him, I remember I used to love watching his eyes, bright and God, no point now look hollow. blankly as he stood there, just do not know if he heard not. I'm confused. Xiao Li finally recovered, he murmured: sit in his seat. Xiao-Yong Wang said the words of another and repeat. they naturally believe me, just a little disappointed, surely is a psychological not been met. I did not mention the clothes thing, I'm afraid they know what I do.
His clothes were already dry, but I can not back him, I tried several times to his own gas, or can not find him, I really useless. until Friday after a week, and I his mind, the clothes folded on the bag, I want to look for him to wait until after school.
class that day I did not listen to me, coming to school, I get shuffles the bike away quietly followed far behind him. I ride the technology is good.
the way his family was a little biased, I know that a few of them hit him why he succeeded so easily, and did not have a place where. I looked at him the background, very thin is also very thin. I happen to think I have the courage. I ride a little faster, but little voice called out his name. He looked back and saw me, taken aback, a take people off guard with car down the road, happened to block roadside sharp stones, and he hit that fierce look above the estimated fall is not light.
I quickly walked over, to lift him up, he put me hands open, eyes still as before, but also fear and disgust, I saw his leg bleeding, this time I can either hard or soft nails nails, and I used some effort, half semi-hold to allow him to hug stood up, it seems he Shangdebuqing, my hand a bit of a loose, others fell to the ground again, I am almost the entire holding him and let him sit in the back seat of my bike, luckily I have good technology, great strength, I also pushed two cars to go a little way, then send his car in one place, and then landed on the car ride fast, he may be severe pain, never did say anything, but he and ** so close, if not his foot injury, I feel I will be floating the fly.
day I was really very gentle, so Xiao-Yong Wang will definitely be surprised to see them, I have been in the hospital helped him, Although he does not speak, but there is no resistance that I have met very, very.
all do a good job, I send him back home, and then brought back again to his bike at his house in ready to go when suddenly I remembered one thing, I quickly put his clothes out from the bag and handed him, and he looked at me a little bit surprised, and then silence the access of the past, I would say I put it wash, or anything else, but it is always said nothing, and ride car is gone.
I managed to do something to help him, you can eliminate the some of my guilt, but I immediately thought of him Wrestling is for me the sky, the more upset.
few days he did not come to class, but one day, Xiao Li came to me and said that Li Zhenyun asked him to also medical expenses, Xiao Li This guy is very clever, He did not ask anything more. I want him back Lizhen Yun said, I do not. He promised to go soon. u001F
met Li Zhenyun occasionally after that, though he was not thinking about me, but look much more gentle . u001C
me until much later, Xiao Li did not even know the money to him, he take it spent, then I wish I could give him something, but what I do sense that time .
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this way, high school, I ascend from the sophomore, the year calm, but I have always felt a void without the distraction, I had to go into the study in order to ease the pain . I'm still friends with Xiao-Yong Wang them, just not as often as triads fight with people, they look at me has changed, and gradually honest up. teachers and other students said that I was highly variable, and once the teacher made a special praise me sensible, but they never know the real reason for my change. Chan u0013 Qin p u0014 catfish u0018
intolerable lonely night, I'll put his picture on the bedside, in the breath left his bed experience the intoxicating pleasure, I do not mind the recollection of that day's scenes, and sometimes can not believe that is true. But the next day wake up, empty feeling that sense of loss is even more serious. but I disguise it well, no go him, nor with anyone spoken of, I want the secret exclusive.
I will find out very carefully to his very clever message, or quietly concerned about his every move, and then carefully aftertaste. I'm all about the performance of his was deliberately do not care, because I actually care about. In fact, if one day I met him, those details will be released movies in general as to reproduce over and over again. I even some time, but also imagine some scenarios, imagine where we touched the face, said something, then I think about you even believe it was real.
his performance has been good, but the character became withdrawn cold He used to be just within, and later to the malignant development in addition to what he was unwilling to Dali books, what do not care, and often people stared trance. I have learned that, really do not remember how much thought fees. I heard him a little message will be very excited, but then again remember the time very sad, I know the reason he turned out, largely because I told him the injury. I used to think, for me that he, being so The humiliated, not as to die.
later I was admitted to the city a university is not bad, he delivered to the remote places on the best universities, a long distance between us, summer vacation he did not come back. I try to want to forget him and found all in vain, deliberately forget only show themselves in thought. I twenty years old, thinking it will not be many questions as naive as before when I was already well aware of how the gay thing, I thought for a long time, and want to own in the end is not, and people naturally do not see one o'clock strange, I have had several girlfriends, even told they are very close, but together with them I did not feel a thing, even affectionate, I will remember again and again with him on that Sunday, that unforgettable scenes. I also understand that, and I actually first saw him like him, otherwise I will not take him with me a few words that I remember clearly, not because he was kind enough to speak to me and sputtered, when eleven reproduce those details when the time I stood shore ...